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Saturday, October 24, 2009

LAWAN BALIK..

huhuhuhuhu....terpanggil ngan FIT bersama sister smlm yg membincangkan psl perhubungan dlm muda mudi skrg..perbincangan yg amat menarik dan mmg memberi byk pgajaran bg sy...tp part yg sy plg suka ialah bila sister ckp...lawan blik 2 perasaan dan jangn ia mgawal perasaan kamu..sy tersentuh dcni coz kdg2 sy xdak dpt melwan perasaan blik..t'utama perasaan suka ngan seseorang..bgian dcni sy mmg lemah dan mudah jatuh...perasaan nie lh yg wat sy sntiasa x serba kena...bla perasaan 2 datang...smua perkara yg dlm kepala trus xdak mnjadi...asyik t'ingt jak ngan urg yg kita suka 2..huhhuhu..prkara nie mmg berlaku ngan sy skrg..even sister ckp..kmu xdak prnh mgalami perasaan suka ngan sesama jenis tp perasaan sy skrg nie ckup myeksakn ..sy trsukan ngan lelaki yg spatutnya lyak tuk d pggl adik...sy sntiasa terfkr..mcm mna ble sy tersuka ngan urg yg layak d pggl adik nie..aduuiiiii......mmg memningkn kpala..sy xdak mau perasaan gni...olh 2 sy try nak lwn blik..biarlah perasaan 2 hilang...kwn2 sy ckp..umur bukan 1 halangan n just as no.huhuhu..sometimes,sy lyn jg perasaan nie tp sy takut....huhu..mmg sengsara perasan gni...

p/s: huhuhuhu....xdak tau brp lama sy berthn ngan perasaan bgni..

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

my final xam

huhuhuhu...pejam celik..mau final uda plk..tp sy mc rasa bahang final xam nie..huhu..mc lg bersenang lenang..urg sibuk da strt stdy tp sy mc ngan FB,joking,ntah2lah./huhuhuhu...tp sy suka dgn jdual xam sy sem nie..thnks GOD...hehe..trip2 nk kc naik pointer sem nie...target tuk further ISCA 2..harap2lah...AMEN..hehehhee....

my jadual sem nie..

31/10/09= CSC 208

5/11/09= ACC 208

8/11/09= LAW 553

11/11/09= PRO458

14/11/09= ADM 551

Thursday, October 1, 2009

who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?

at the time the disciples came to jesus and saying, who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?..and jesus said, truly, i say to you,unless you turn and become like a children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. whoever humbles himself like this child. he is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.whoever receives one such child in my name receives me..

police message...for all ladies!

Police Message: Coke+Ajinomoto Can be Used To Rape Ladies

For Info

DO YOU KNOW ? Coke+Ajinomoto Can be Used To Rape Ladies

I received a news about the recent tactic used to spike girls' drink.

It is a cheap and widely used method.

This method was used in Canny Ong murder.

Rapist uses this method.

Coca-cola+ajinomoto/monoso
dium glutamate = a medicine which will cause drowsiness and excitement in the victim.

This mixture is poisonous if used too often on the victim.

Please send this to all your female friends, sisters, & your loved ones and ask them to beware.

DO NOT accept coca-cola or any other drinks from stranger / even
if it is your friend that you are not very close with.

Regards,

Hishamuddin Alias ( ASP )
Jabatan Siasatan Jenayah Berat
IPK Kuala Lumpur

p/s...so sbgai perempan..kita kn berhati2..even lelaki 2 rapat dgn kita..but smuanya xble d percayai..

I love u mom

My mom only had one eye. I hated her... She was such an embarrassment. .
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to
Say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only
Has one eye!"
I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear..
I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only gonna make me a
Laughing stock, why don't you just die?"
My mom did not respond....
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because
I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.
I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts, Then one day, my
Mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her
Grandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at
Her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my
Children!"
GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"
And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have
Gotten the wrong address,"
And she disappeared out of sight..
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house..
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear..
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have..
"My dearest son,
I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and
Scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were
Growing up.
You see.........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and
Lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you
Having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my
Place, with that eye.
With all my love to you,
Your mother

Always tell someone that you love them because you never know what day
Will be their last, or your own.

Always seek to resolve your problems or disagreements with loved ones
Because if either of you should pass on before, the one who is left alive will have the rest of their life to ponder those unresolved feelings but will never find closure. And closure usually brings

p/s...huhuhu..i miss my mum...

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

minggu yang membunuh

huh! minggu yang plg membunuh otak saya..segalanya test dcni....nielah gara2 stdy last minit...klu wat note awal2 x juga jdi mcm nie..relax jak..huhuhu..lindu..napa ko nie!...mcm hidup sy kosong jak skrg...apa yg d wat x menjadi....ntahlah apa y merasuk uda nie,.,,,gila2 owh sy rasa..

Sunday, July 12, 2009

MY FIRST LECTURE..

huhu..ok gak lah cma bz ckit nak urus smua buku2 and nak ptostat past year..sem nie kira tough ckit lah t'utama ngan law meeting..senior2 ckp..paper nie kra killer paper gak..huhu..byk budak2 dm psl paper nie..huhu..sy pun x tau lah..tp x ble main2 da...huhu..sengsara ada repeat paper....hehhe...nk maintainkn pionter gak..bt ssh jg hidup nie skrg..huuhuhuhu..



p/s: mengeluh jak x hbs2 kn..hhahaha..jan mengeluh..

Friday, July 10, 2009

INDEPENDENT

huhuhu..kira jg ssh hidup sy semester nie...kna independent ckit ...mkn sorang2..jln g kelas sorang2..smua kwn2 stay kt luar..trasa nak join stay kt luar..bt i try to be an independent first..kna blajar berdikari sndri..g libry sdnri2..huhuhu..sengsara jg lh life ni coz da besa lepak2 ngan kwn2 1 kpala..hehehhe...tp ap ble wat..urg ckp life must continue..hahahaa....lama2 sy biasa jg nie nti...jln tak berteman..huhuhu..


p/s: nak prepare interview mlm nie..hehehe

Thursday, July 9, 2009

DURIAN OO DURIAN..

hahaha..perkara plg menlucukan hari nie bg sy ialah kena halau oleh pak cik RAPID KL..bayangkna..dah masuk dlm bas and tiba2..pakcik tu pggl.."adik,sni adik..durian tak ble bwa masuk..klu nak naik bas...mkn kt luar dlu or pak cik tlg mkn..sy ma kwn sy nie tersengih2 jak ma pak cik 2..hahha..hbs smua dlm bas senyum2 kambing ma kmi berdua..huh!gara2 nak mkn durian jak..sy dapat malu bt x apa yg pntg sy puas dpt mkn durian..hahaha...pas 2..terpaksalah kami naik teksi msuk kt uitm..bayar lbh ckit jaklah..syg jak lah tiket bas tak kena guna..pas 2, smpai kt uitm..sggh kt warung jap..tapau mknan...time kt warung 2..pnya heboh urg tercium bau durian..mencari dari mna bau durian nie..hehehe..sy ma kwn ktawa2 jak..n masa nak naik lif..urg yg tersama2 naik lif..heboh..huh! napa..kerna beberapa biji durian..urg jadi heboh...hahahhaha...tapi mmg melucukan lah...


p/s: so pas nie if nak beli durian jan naik bas rapid kl g..ahhaha

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

SWEET MEMORY..









huhu....rindu plk time diploma dlu..dgn kwn2 kat uitm Sabah.byk kenangan manis and pahit sepanjang 3 tahun 2...smua kenangan 2 ssh nak lupakan..plg manis wat sy bla dpt kwn2 bru..msh t'ingt lg kwn2 yg rapat dgn sy masa smester pertma..hehe..kenny dgn durg Alvin..bla naik smester 2 dan 3..bru t'rapat dgn Nurul,mimie..my bestfrens..huhu..bt kenangan plg pahit sy rasa bila persahabtan 2 terputus dgn***..sdih jglah..try nak kembali waktu dulu2 tapi mmg ssh da..aplg da berjauhan...nielah manusia ssh tuk m'ingati apa yg telah di lalui bersama..bila da somethng berlaku..smua2 xder gunanya lg..up and down mg biasa berlaku dah dlm hidup..so kna strong jak..but sy x sngka da masuk 4 thun sy bersama2 dgn my bestfren sy s'orang nie..hehe..i really love her so much.

p/s: dengan adanya video nie..sekurang2nya dapat mgubat rindu dgn kwn2 masa dlu wpun x lama bersama2 yg lain tp kngan 2 sukar di lupakan...hehe...

IM SO SICK OF MY LIFE

Hey man, is she everything you wanted in a girl?
you know i gave you the world
you had me in the palm of your hand
so why ur love went away
i just can't seem to undertsand
thought it was me and you babe
me and you until the end
but i guess i was wrong
don't want to think about it
don't want to talk about it
i'm just so sick about it
can't believe it's ending this way
just so confused about it
feeling the blues about it
i just can't do wothout you
tell me is this fair?
is this the way it's really going down
is this how we say goodbye?
should've known better when you came around
that you were gonna make me cry
it's beaking my heart to watch you run around
causei know that u're living a le
that's okay cause in time you will find
what goes around comes all the way back around
huhu...im so sick of my life..semuanya tak menjadi..apa yang sy harapkan selama nie,smuanya tak menjadi..entah dimana silapnya..i try to be the best for him but maybe sy nie tak cukup perfect for him..begitulah sifat manusia, mudah puas hati dgn apa yg ada sehingga lupa smuanya..bila terjumpa yg baru, yg lama di lupakan..ntahalh..mcm perasaan urg nie seperti kain..bila da nampak mcm buruk and tak berguna lg..mula lah nak sepah2kn saja..tapi dia tak tau someday bila dah jpa urg yg dia sayang..dia rasa jg apa perasaan urg yg dia wat dulu..that why sy percaya sgt dgn hukum karma..apa yg kita wat dgn urg akan terbalik dgn kta..
yalah...sy lihat cinta tdak lg mcm dlu2 punya..yg sntiasa bersih dan suci..skrg ne dah jauh berbeza sgt..byk perkara2 yg berlaku di jangkaan kita..hanya kta jak dpat mengawalnya..sy pun tak sangka jg menjadi salah satu mangsa penipuan urg yg sy syg..iylah..dah kta syg dgn urg,mstilah kita trust hati dia kn..but yg sedihnya..bla break up..s'olah2 tak nak jadi kwn da..sgaja nak mengelak..if tak dpt jadi soulmate..skrg2nya persahabtn 2 ttp ada..sy bukannya nak menyibuk hal dia pas break up 2 but sekurang2nya still continue that friendship..mmg menyedihkn sgguh..but apa2 pun..sy sentiasa mendoakn kebahagian urg 2..hehhe..
P/s: life must go on..byk lg perlu di buat..